Friday, May 07, 2004
they say when you don't want to be like someone, u end up becoming MORE like that particular person. an example would be your parents. No youth wants to end up like their parents (but if their parents r suave/elegant/rich etc that would be something else =X) but in the end, when we are parents ourselves, who are we most like? THEM. anyway..i've learnt a lot about this concept. reflecting on my past actions have really made me realise: yeah, i'm just like those girls. *guess only some of you know what i mean* and i really, absolutely don't want to be like them. yet, all that happened..it only shows i am as dumb n stupid as them! geez. i carried out the same actions they did. and i condemned them. for being so naive, so needy, such LOSERS. and in doing so, i am condemning MYSELF. for what more was i than just their exact mirror reflection?
it's a sad reality that i still can't bring myself to face. but one thing's different: i've decided to turn my back.
-with or without you, life still WILL go on-
illuminated. 10:35 PM
izzabelle/izzy/bel.