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Sunday, November 28, 2004

miseryy~
down with da flu and had sore throat previously, which is better now =) irony of it is, i hardly even went out(or 'partied') at all! sighhh. blame it on the chocolates that i ate..*growl* gonna stay away fr chocs 4 a long time..well, at least till i recover. so many exciting things comin up n i can't afford 2 be sick! like the kids outreach, cg retreat, christmas performance, pre-speedlite camp. all these r gonna be really interesting & an eye-opener man.

greeat i can hardly breathe through my nose! aughh. okok shall stop if not i can go on & on. adios & God bless

illuminated. 11:16 PM

Friday, November 26, 2004

homo sapiens. human beings. whatever.
we hide beneath this glossy veneer of perfection-happy family, popular, carefree, jovial, what have you. and we repeat this mantra: everything is fine.
yet dig below. break the level soil, tear up the rows of beautiful flowers, uproot the trees. and we see it- the soil has grown clammy, the roots have dried up. where is the nutrition we need, they cry out. we need the water, the sunlight, oxygen!
but no. we bury our problems, our imperfections, deeper and deeper. and the aching pains- they burn. the artful arrows Sorrow shoots sticks into our innermost man- it bleeds.
and the resounding cry: God help me.

illuminated. 1:08 AM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

~sweeet anticipation~

the big A hasn't ended yet..but i'm ultra excited!!! the date to note: 24th nov! that doesn't mean i'll be free 4 dates..only the REALLY PRIVILEGED can get one! wahaha..sorry crapping too much.

anyway, it's been one heck of a ride(as they say). imagine falling sick on the ONLY day in the whole A level you have 2 important papers. imagine conking yourself out and making a fool outta yourself as well in the exam hall. imagine you reaching much much earlier than the actual start of each paper, some starting at 8am in the morn. imagine you traipsing to the CC to mug everyday though seemingly going to the beach.

forget about pumping your creative juices..these particular experiences are gonna be lost in Memory's extensive logging, with exciting new ones that have yet to come: a new head(or shade) of hair, losing the speccies, attaining a tan & stripping the fats, filling the piggy bank with $$$, endless sleep, and what more but to enjoy life as it is? ;)

God is great! and there ain't no doubt 'bout it. =D


illuminated. 2:24 AM

Thursday, November 18, 2004

DUMBNESS(PART 1)

izzy is walking into the hall for her Econs. exam. her pal apple is behind her. apple exclaims, "hah! need(to bring)calculator one meh?" and izzy wants to shoot something sarcastic back at her, or maybe even roll her eyes at her dumbness...and izzy ends up banging her head on the stand in front of a few particular rows of tables in the hall that represent the seat numbers of the candidates. unfortunately, these tables are occupied by a number of students who witness that spectacle. the presiding examiners aren't left out as well. the knock results in immediate major pain..and she goes on to create a slight fracas in "abusing" apple..and getting double joy to say the least. yet that can't make up for the TOTAL embarrassment experienced. dumbness at its peak here!

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right. really weird talking about myself in the third person. anyway, wanna really thank God for helping me to recover from my slight fever. on tues(the day of Maths P2 and Lit P1 exams) i vomited and had a slight fever. guess it was due to the stress and the food combination i took before. still, i could manage the papers. on wed, my fever was gone..praise God =) so yep..the end is nigh! can't hardly wait.........

illuminated. 1:07 AM

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

today pretty much sucked. it being the day of my maths paper isn't any coincidence either. i didn't know how to do a few questions..and i think that for the questions that i could do, the answers may be wrong as well. and i felt(or feel) really darn demoralised.pissed off.sick & tired. i tell myself "hey, you can do it". and countless ppl have told me that too. it's just this *stoopid* small voice in me going "you can't". i try to encourage other ppl to go on, con't striving to get a good grade..while i myself don't feel like going on. this inner struggle in me..it's getting tiring. but i know i've got to go on. yeah well..apologise for my serious lousy mood. it's just me masking the despair inside. still..i know i have hope in God & His promises. =)

Phil 4:13 - I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!

illuminated. 8:35 PM


femme

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a melody that reaches to Heaven.
found to be lost in words.
solitude in late nights & alone time.
penchant for ice cream & chocolate.
adores(almost to bits) the cutest dog ever.

loved

jinx.
lumpy.
melia.
bigben.
panda.
liecong.
kenmando.
kit.
liony.
reena.
lin.
rachel.
benfoo.
douglet.
alvarn.
laureen.
enting.
drea.
peixuan.
darioos.
angie.
claressa.
missyfun.
firstrowrachel.
linda.
roy.
priscilla.
flannery.
e-james.
gabriel.
andy.
zhixian.
cuzedwin.

praise

The Lord is faithful to all His promises, and loving towards all He has made.
- Psalm 145:13

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