pretty good weather right now..breezy, cool, wunnerful..perfectly matches my mellowness. been thinking through loads of stuff recently. and yep..feel free-er, lighter, less worried, hurt..just thank God for the counsel provided by a fren, and for helping me think through things clearly and make a decision.
somehow my opinion has slightly altered now. pretty sad come to think about it. one thing's for certain, the higher the expectation, the more the disappointment. and maybe that factor was the catalyst. well i distanced myself..from my own views, emotions, and everyone else's around me..and through doing so i've learnt quite a bit more about myself as well as others. guess it's for the better..feel more cheerful now after my mind's clearer. oooh..enough is enough man! i'm flying solo once again..and it sure feels good to have God in the pilot's seat.
illuminated. 11:56 PM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
the pix from lump & apple's bday are up! the correct sequence of events would be if you scrolled right from the bottom of the pix..so if you want to then yeah..either way, you're still gonna view my wunnerful great pix! enjoyy =)
illuminated. 10:50 PM
our walk in the "wilderness" (as we were going to wuling's surprise bday party)
illuminated. 10:46 PM
the ginormously greatest, amazingly adorable & wickedly wonderful founding members of Jingabel creations! *our theme song: Jinga bel, jinga bel, jinga all the waayyy...*
illuminated. 10:43 PM
and in our younger days...
illuminated. 10:40 PM
the four rawkin gurls!! wooot~
illuminated. 10:37 PM
(after many poses) here we are..the twins lump n jing!
illuminated. 10:37 PM
my plate! hahaha..pigging out on pizza
illuminated. 10:35 PM
taking a break from the gurltalk with a sip of coke
illuminated. 10:34 PM
100% designed by Jingabel creations!
illuminated. 10:32 PM
100% designed by Jingabel creations!
illuminated. 10:31 PM
wuling the auntie
illuminated. 10:29 PM
me n jing who's trying to act smart by carrying my math tys!
illuminated. 10:27 PM
Friday, October 22, 2004
hmm...lately there's been many questions on LE and speedlight..and some of my frenz have decided not to attend speedlight anymore. seriously i don't fault them for doing so..it's true that most of the messages ain't relevant to us. but if one by one, all of us "older" ones leave speedlight b'coz of various reasons..what's gonna become of speedlight? we say the people's hearts aren't there. we say the speaker just isn't alluring enough. we say the messages are boring. but how about doing something? think about it..revival starts with us. a friendly smile to someone we don't know..a handshake to a newcomer..opening up more to cg frenz..
for each and every one of us speedlighters, let's just really commit this ministry into prayer..only God can work a miracle now..but it must start with us. don't focus on what's wrong and the disappointments, but what can be done. =)
*whatever u ask for in prayer, if you believe, you shall receive.*
illuminated. 10:38 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
simulating austin powers(i think)..hahaha..(from left) me, jerome the mushroomy, and jingaling..ain't we cuuuteeee?!
illuminated. 12:14 AM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
GRIPE of the day: i was buying bubble tea at the shop near TP..and the uncle told me that he thought i was in PRIMARY SCH or i was SEC1!! i was like totally mortified?! sigh..and i was even wearing an MJC t-shirt. grrr...ppl are blind ya..anyway it's alrite, it's okay! i look young n cute! hahaha ;)
besides this..nothing much else happened. just a lot of laughs and drowning myself in math & econs. Two weeks plus left to the big fat A. and i so ain't looking forward to it..but i'm looking forward to 24 nov(the day i end)! pray 4 me..and my math! reeaallly need them =D
*when He came, there was no light. when He left, there was no darkness.*
illuminated. 11:40 PM
the four of us! (from left to right) wuling, me, christine, wanjing
illuminated. 11:17 PM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
what am i doing?
the vicious cycle once again sets into motion..history looks set to repeat itself.
whoopee.
-wake me up-
illuminated. 10:43 PM
Sunday, October 03, 2004
well i'm pretty bored now so i'm back here! had a great time worshiping in church today..went for morning service, then did tracting. tracting was pretty tiring..perspired quite a bit..and i pulled up the legs of my jeans so i looked like some dope..or fisherman according to lump. haha..anyway i really hope the ppl will be curious abt miracle svc & come visit LE! yeah!
speedlight was fine..except i mucked up a bit in choir today. sigh. kept telling myself it was "praise" but i sang "bless" at first. and i was a little nervous abt doing the echo for one song..juz kept praying for Him to take it away..and yep the next echo went okay..haha =P. then started feeling unwell at about the last song..at least it happened when praise & worship ended..so i could serve Him without any distractions. =) but it got really bad so i missed choir pract & studying at the cc. my dearest sista cindy sent me home haha! u rawk! and i prayed tt God will hold back the rain till i reached home..and just when i stepped into my house, the rain poured. just hope tt cindy went home safely =P.
well yep thats about it. have a victorious wk ahead!
<- sing it wit me! -> Your praise is always on my lips, Your word is living in my heart And I will praise You with a new song My soul will bless You Lord When I'm weak You make me strong When I'm poor I know I'm rich For in the power of Your name ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!
illuminated. 10:03 PM
Friday, October 01, 2004
EvEnTs Of ThE dAy:
- mr naresh: why are all the teachers wearing red today? we're going to open Meridian Budget Airlines, and be air stewards & stewardesses
everyone: not funnyy..
- lunch at Jack's Place with jing, lump, apple. the samsung family *snap snap* (like the Addams' family) haha!
- shopping frenzy at Tampines Mall! if you have been there & seen the crazy women grabbing pieces of cloth at the entrance..i was a part of them earlier along with jing. & we were soo broke! in the end, we called sammi & he lent us money..finally we had a saviour to our emergency situation! see below for the rewards I received:
-*new* B.U.M. denim skirt for $9(u.p. $36)great buy eh?? but it's too big! like almost gonna drop off..but it's nice =) gonna keep it.
- *new* B.U.M. jacket for $19(u.p. more than $19)white with orange & blue..woohoo!!
-*new* B.U.M white halter top for $5(u.p. $23)what a bargain huh?! it's a little loose but it's all right.
-so, had a great session of stress relief..hahaha..and shopping is definitely good therapy!
-oh and cute guy spotted too ;)
yup, sure had a great relaxing day today..lots of fun(laughter, peace & joy). will go back to hitting the books tmw!
illuminated. 7:28 PM
femme
izzabelle/izzy/bel.
a melody that reaches to Heaven.
found to be lost in words.
solitude in late nights & alone time.
penchant for ice cream & chocolate.
adores(almost to bits) the cutest dog ever.
izzabelle/izzy/bel.