Sunday, August 29, 2004
i'm tired.
of just entertaining someone when i so don't feel like laughing.
of the mess my whole house is in.
of the expectations i have to live up to.
of how people perceive me to be.
of being compared with others who are "better", "smarter", "prettier"...
of wasting my time doing useless activities.
of pretending to be who others think i am.
of keeping silent when i am crying out loud inside.
of being so damn self-centred.
somebody shut me up.
i need You.
illuminated. 11:08 PM
izzabelle/izzy/bel.