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Friday, August 25, 2006

before & after.

new layout! just felt it was time for a change. okay so maybe the sky's green & it's pretty unrealistic in the picture, but i like green so here we are. anyway, as much as i know how to tweak html, i never figured out(or mebbe i didn't bother to figure out) how to put my archives up. now that it works, i just read some earlier posts, and my, i'm amazed. at the things which concerned me then & at the way i wrote then. hmm.

thank God it's fridayy! my wonderful long weekend's here. went for crossroads & it was refreshing & renewing. the Servant King- these two words can't even be put together since they are contradictory, yet it speaks true for Jesus.

weell, it's late & as usual, my eyebags ain't getting no better.
bonne nuit (:

illuminated. 2:49 AM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

r e c e n t l y


i've been thinking, of how easy it is to fall away.

how, more than we are multi-coloured or multi-national, we are multi-layered. that we have to dig deeper, to find the core of who 'i' am.

how some are so disillusioned & absorbed in simply non-existent rubbish.

and how i know things're better this way.

and that my soul knows very well.

illuminated. 9:56 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

stealing awa[ke]

so yeah, i'm up at 9am(it's not my usual time; mine's more like 12pm or 1pm HA) though i've had a fitful sleep. all for the sake of getting one elective for school. I GOT IT! whew. now i have a 4 day week with fridays free(yay). still, it's time to travel to boonlay again. sigh. goodbye holiday.

went to watch fireworks- packed worse than sardines; hot & sweaty & irritating; ground-shaking booms; breathtaking. this woman behind me kept going "waaahh" whenever the fireworks burst out, which was like once every 10 seconds or so. i just watched silently.



life sometimes is like a video stuck at replay. but i don't wanna fast forward or pause. rewind's more like it. but once i rewind, it'll play again. what a dilemma(as every lit student must experience once in a while eh).

illuminated. 9:15 AM

Friday, August 04, 2006

redeemer, saviour, friend.

Your grace is sufficient for me;
Your strength is made perfect when I am weak.
All that I cling to, I lay at Your feet.
Your grace is sufficient for me.

It's been somewhat an upheaval of emotions lately. An internal struggle of sorts. Yet God is faithful. I was trying to recall the verse that spoke to me lots, and today the missing word came to me- delight. "Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of Your heart." I know this came to pass in my life. Yet now, I had allowed my sadness to cloud over; my hurt to well up; my anger to simmer. Today, this ends. I will delight in Him once again!

thank You.
and thank you.

illuminated. 2:59 AM


femme

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a melody that reaches to Heaven.
found to be lost in words.
solitude in late nights & alone time.
penchant for ice cream & chocolate.
adores(almost to bits) the cutest dog ever.

loved

jinx.
lumpy.
melia.
bigben.
panda.
liecong.
kenmando.
kit.
liony.
reena.
lin.
rachel.
benfoo.
douglet.
alvarn.
laureen.
enting.
drea.
peixuan.
darioos.
angie.
claressa.
missyfun.
firstrowrachel.
linda.
roy.
priscilla.
flannery.
e-james.
gabriel.
andy.
zhixian.
cuzedwin.

praise

The Lord is faithful to all His promises, and loving towards all He has made.
- Psalm 145:13

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