Thursday, June 24, 2004
been studying these few days at the CC near church. today a guy came to check up on the ppl studying there to see who had not registered as members-and i didn't. luckily i was outside the room and stayed out till he left. in the end, cindy and i left and we headed to the RC under my block to study. couldn't study much though..pretty tired. but it's okay! tomorrow WILL be a fruitful day. got LOTS to study on. haiz..pretty stressed..but i know God can get me through this!
and is it the weather, us being young adolescents, or it being the hols now(though soon ending) that so many crushes and interests and the like are popping out everywhere? esp. in church. weird.
ironic that he's asked me a few times whether i'm all right/if i have any problems. little does he know he may be the "root" of it all. yet my friends don't ask me that. am i too good at making myself sound carefree and cheery in person, such that ppl around me think i am? hmm.
illuminated. 11:45 PM
izzabelle/izzy/bel.