Wednesday, June 16, 2004
woo~ today is hyper day for me man. for the first time in a long time i woke up at 10:30 am. kewl eh? ;) someone sent me reeeallly nice songs..i'm so happy! didn't know "All About You" was one of them..haha that song rawks! and also Michael W. Smith's "Will Be Here For You"..wow..doesn't really sound like a christian song but the lyrics are really meaningful. b00tiful man!
met up with darius for lunch at tamp. hahaha..he changed his hairstyle again. the back looks as if he juz woke up and didn't comb it. hehe..had a good time chatting..yup..haven't seen him for ages..wuz good meetin him and laughing at him again =D after that headed home, moaned on the phone while jing gushed bout KABBY(hahaha!!) and went to sleep. then i realised that my two bros are sleeping too and the house is really quiet now. woohoo! so yup..i'm here.
darius shared with me some stuff too..hmm..makes me think. this world is truly just plain hypocritical. like helloo? if you don't want me to go to your party, it's really fine u know. i haven't lost out on anything. and basically, all your aversion towards me is (i feel) unfounded. I haven't backstabbed you. I haven't instigated others to laugh at me behind my back. shouldn't I be the one to totally write you off as a "friend"? hmm. but seriously..if i ever did anything wrong to you i would really like to know. anyway..all the hate, hurt, and unforgiveness is gone now. =) whatever it is..i feel that it's really childish n stuff to go on saying such things. so..quit it. just give everyone a break. yup..izzy -out-
illuminated. 7:18 PM
izzabelle/izzy/bel.