not sure what's gotten into me. mebbe the lack of sleep that makes me really blur & lose my focus at work. and troubled over stuff i'm mulling over. or trying to escape from reality by losing myself in meaningless crap. on tues i forgot to bring my name tag. on wed i forgot my shirt. like how am i supposed to forget my uniform, of all things? haaaiz. really showing a poor attitude. when i don't mean to. and on thu(just now) i gave the wrong plate of food to some customers. they didn't know..but weell..quite upset. sigh.
on wed, though, i encountered four peeps from lighthouse all at the coffee club. that's a commendable no. i mean..i hardly meet anyone fr church there. upon reflection, i just feel somehow that that is God's way of telling me not to give up. and He sent me my friends to really lift my spirits(rem. wed was the day i forgot my uniform). just seeing them made me smilee :) thank you God. i feel like a Jonah: he ran away from God, but ever-merciful God provided a whale to save him & bring him to Nineveh to send a message. i think i'm running away. guess i should wake up b4 the storm comes & the whale swallows me...
illuminated. 2:29 AM
femme
izzabelle/izzy/bel.
a melody that reaches to Heaven.
found to be lost in words.
solitude in late nights & alone time.
penchant for ice cream & chocolate.
adores(almost to bits) the cutest dog ever.
izzabelle/izzy/bel.