Thank You Lord!!
yesterday night/early morning today, i prayed & read the Bible. friends prayed for me. i told God i would give Him all, to have faith in Him & not worry/get upset for long. He granted me a sound sleep and also the determination to wake up early to call the unis such that i am here blogging now coz i'm really grateful to Him that everything is all right.
called NTU up, and the woman sounded bored, as if i was some kiasu nerd worrying endlessly over my uni application. hah! she told me the document wasn't crucial and though i missed the deadline i could still send it in. next was NUS, where the man was kind & heard my questions and told me i did not need to send in any additional documents(as i had feared) and my application will still be processed. truly, God is wonderful! He gave me courage to ask politely & without any nervousness. and i had told myself no matter what happened, even if i had to go in to uni next year, i still would thank Him.
i was so scared that my chances to go into a local uni will be gone with this one slight overlook at not sending the document. but as the Word says,
"God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love and of a sound mind."
and
"Let not your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, trust also in me(Jesus)."
as for the heading, i told God i would put it in huge words and in bold if everything was all right. and indeed it is. now all i have to do is wait for signs of life from the unis again. really pray i can get into one. right now, i'm just glad all's well again. =)