Thursday, May 12, 2005
downhill spiral.
work today was bad bad baad. first, we were shorthanded. next, i probably gave my manager a wrong impression of me when something occurred. then, my manager got into a not-so-good mood(usually he's quite amiable). and i seem to have a serious attitude problem- okay, i do have it. i'll give customers a super black face, coz i think some have eyes on the soles of their feet. like hello?! when i'm serving food they ambush me on every side with pleas for more water, to take their orders or to have tomato chilli cheeseflakes tabasco. bahh! i'm probably getting pretty sick of work..that's why my attitude's getting a lil' lousy. darn it. gotta buck up man. i really hope my manager won't think badly of me too. sigh sigh. friday's gonna be the first time i work till 3am! kewlbeans. anyway they say it sucks; you're like doing housework. ah well..at least i have a free cab ride home.
and the world swallowed me up into darkness.
illuminated. 12:42 AM
izzabelle/izzy/bel.