Friday, July 01, 2005
comtemplative mood. my work record at cali's literally going down the drain. and i dunno why. i do wanna get more ppl to go but somehow i can't. and others can get like, 10+ ppl? pissed and puzzled. i joke & say i can try again the next time i work as if it doesn't really matter to me now..but it does. somehow the results just don't seem to show. dammit. i need to support my uni life man. haiz.
and seriously today i attracted all the wrong kind of people. i mean, whyy can't ppl who are eligible to go into cali approach me huh. there were these 3 ah bengs who followed me when i walked from one end to another, and one came up to ask about cali, which is totally just a front lah. had no idea what they wanted. well but managed to get away. and mebbe just half n hour later this young guy came up and asked how old i am. and i went "ohh..i'm nineteen. too old right. haha bye!" and siam-med. he's some teenage punk lah i think. haha. too bad fer him. why can't some totally rad electric guitarist or handsome mr. exec come look me up man. :))
just watched one tree hill. one thing bout that show, it has reaally good showcases of superb singers. oh gosh. i wish i could sing like them. i really want to! to tell the truth, i did dream of being a singer once. but well. maybe..dreams can still come true.
illuminated. 12:55 AM
izzabelle/izzy/bel.