liberazion
i finally slept for TWELVE hours!!! i miss the holiday times..where i was such a bedbug. hahaha. so yeah, now i have a one-week break. :)) gonna relax a lil'. thank God i don't have any tests yet. have only 2 assignments to complete.
went totally crazy at speedlight practice on sunday. came up with lots of funny actions. goodness me. mebbe i wuz too tired. usually i'm at my lamest when i'm really drained. anyways, i think i really have to get into the grooove on sunday! since i proposed the actions fer the choir to do. oops. hahaha! well gonna be an exciting change for the choir to experience and also for us to encourage the youth to be free in their expression.
digression: sometimes, don't you think 'jumping' is overrated? why do we have to jump when we are singing praise songs? is it a must? must we follow the trends of the youth christian fellowship in churches all over? i don't like to jump or be too hyper, because that would be kinda exhibitionist to a certain extent. i've mulled over this for ages; ever since i stepped into lighthouse/served in ministry. well, since my younger days as a speedlighter, i've come to change my opinions somewhat. we are youths filled wit energy! if we really want to praise God, our whole body, spirit, soul will want to. that's why there is physical expression manifested in jumping. i do not think it's wrong; i think in 'jumping' you must still worship God and not focus on your external actions, how you present yourself, or what people'll think of you.
"if the Son sets you free, you are free indeed."
- ARE YOU?
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