to all my friends and brothers-n-sisters in Christ, thanks for all the encouragement, prayers, verses & all. it's been a really trying week. my emotions seem to have been spent. i can't summon up the energy to smile & joke much. only had a good laugh on sunday night. it made me forget the worries and all that's happened for a while.
i'm fine, really. just that i don't feel like doing anything. i've lost my drive. i don't feel like going to school and sitting through lit lects. i don't feel like going to church. i don't feel like talking on msn. i don't feel like participating in the festive CNY traditions. i don't feel like dwelling on nonsensical gibberish like what kinda party i'm going to/what movie to watch/what new clothes to wear for CNY.
looks like i really need some hibernation time. really wish i could run away from it all. but no, i gotta shoulder on & move forward. food's my great comfort; but Jesus is my refuge. only now do i realize how much more i can & must depend on Him.
anyways, i shall look on the brighter side of life. someone told me that my grandma can live longer if i really pray more & believe in healing. and sunday's backup was fine though i had feedback i was a bit soft. but then, what people think don't really matter to me no more. to compliments i say thank you; to constructive criticism as well.
izzy...out.
illuminated. 11:44 PM
femme
izzabelle/izzy/bel.
a melody that reaches to Heaven.
found to be lost in words.
solitude in late nights & alone time.
penchant for ice cream & chocolate.
adores(almost to bits) the cutest dog ever.
izzabelle/izzy/bel.