Friday, August 25, 2006
before & after.
new layout! just felt it was time for a change. okay so maybe the sky's green & it's pretty unrealistic in the picture, but i like green so here we are. anyway, as much as i know how to tweak html, i never figured out(or mebbe i didn't bother to figure out) how to put my archives up. now that it works, i just read some earlier posts, and my, i'm amazed. at the things which concerned me then & at the way i wrote then. hmm.
thank God it's fridayy! my wonderful long weekend's here. went for crossroads & it was refreshing & renewing. the Servant King- these two words can't even be put together since they are contradictory, yet it speaks true for Jesus.
weell, it's late & as usual, my eyebags ain't getting no better.
bonne nuit (:
illuminated. 2:49 AM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
r e c e n t l y
i've been thinking, of how easy it is to fall away.
how, more than we are multi-coloured or multi-national, we are multi-layered. that we have to dig deeper, to find the core of who 'i' am.
how some are so disillusioned & absorbed in simply non-existent rubbish.
and how i know things're better this way.
and that my soul knows very well.
illuminated. 9:56 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
stealing awa[ke]
so yeah, i'm up at 9am(it's not my usual time; mine's more like 12pm or 1pm HA) though i've had a fitful sleep. all for the sake of getting one elective for school. I GOT IT! whew. now i have a 4 day week with fridays free(yay). still, it's time to travel to boonlay again. sigh. goodbye holiday.
went to watch fireworks- packed worse than sardines; hot & sweaty & irritating; ground-shaking booms; breathtaking. this woman behind me kept going "waaahh" whenever the fireworks burst out, which was like once every 10 seconds or so. i just watched silently.
life sometimes is like a video stuck at replay. but i don't wanna fast forward or pause. rewind's more like it. but once i rewind, it'll play again. what a dilemma(as every lit student must experience once in a while eh).
illuminated. 9:15 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
redeemer, saviour, friend.
Your grace is sufficient for me;
Your strength is made perfect when I am weak.
All that I cling to, I lay at Your feet.
Your grace is sufficient for me.
It's been somewhat an upheaval of emotions lately. An internal struggle of sorts. Yet God is faithful. I was trying to recall the verse that spoke to me lots, and today the missing word came to me- delight. "Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of Your heart." I know this came to pass in my life. Yet now, I had allowed my sadness to cloud over; my hurt to well up; my anger to simmer. Today, this ends. I will delight in Him once again!
thank You.
and thank you.
illuminated. 2:59 AM
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