burnt my thumb today, because i lifted the dumb - okay i mean hot - steamboat lid and the steam scalded me. poor thumb. dinner was yummy though. lucky joined in the reunion dinner too..he ate two bowls of food! greedy greedy.

anyway, lucky's sore/wound has been almost healed. but, but - he's limping now! and his eye is reddish! arghh. don't know why he has so many problems now. sigh. hoping & praying these will all go away. pronto.

it's been really a struggle to overcome. why did i even allow them to breed inside me. i know i really shouldn't think so much. don't you hate it when your mind automatically thinks of the worst things that ever happened to you in that particular situation, or that it chooses somehow to read things negatively. am i an introverted pessimist? i always saw myself as more of an optimist.

bahh. i really need to change my thought pattern. i just saw part of a chinese movie on TV where the girl would yell out all her grievances into a glass bottle filled with water, cap it up & throw the water out of the window to forget her troubles. i wanna do that too. don't worry i won't throw water on people's heads! no killer water. i promise. haha.